tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-57385084917177059572011-04-21T13:43:58.792-04:00Spillage of the MindJhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04353529395405818920noreply@blogger.comBlogger41100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5738508491717705957.post-44223377408557488182009-04-18T05:00:00.000-04:002009-04-18T05:22:26.933-04:00November 18, 2006 - "<span style="font-family:verdana;">This is the cover to the autobiography that you'll never bother to read"</span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;">the post went on and on...now i read those words and as i sit her at 5 in the morning, failing to sleep, i realize that the person who wrote those words no longer exists. transformed and reborn into who i am now. it <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">strange</span> to think of who i used to be and why i was the way i was. life was strange to me then. something i <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">didn't</span> savor. in fact, the <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">disdain</span> i had for life was written all over my face, my words drenched with hatred. and yet i sit here today writing about it, thinking to myself what brought me to those thoughts, those words, my writing. it seems there will always be a part of me that will be as i was back then but i am trying to flourish who i am now...lets see how it goes.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5738508491717705957-4422337740855748818?l=jforjelly.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04353529395405818920noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5738508491717705957.post-76987444659081909252009-04-18T04:55:00.000-04:002009-04-18T04:57:02.819-04:00<span style="font-family:verdana;"><strong>unfished nonsense</strong></span><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Verdana;"></span></strong><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">blood shed</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">wrists blead</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">and now I'm on the floor</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">tears shed</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">carpet red</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">the blood stains by the door</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">friends love</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">from above</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">i knew he would be there</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">guiding me</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">showing me</span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;">and knowing it wasnt fair...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5738508491717705957-7698744465908190925?l=jforjelly.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04353529395405818920noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5738508491717705957.post-25587642120045803592009-04-18T04:49:00.000-04:002009-04-18T04:50:12.299-04:00can i please just fly? fly far away?<br />can i please just die? die for just a night?<br />can i please just rest? and not worry about anything?<br />can i please just try? and let it be accepted by you?<br />can i please just laugh? instead of pushing it?<br />can i please just be? just be me?<br />can i please just leave? and drive forever?<br />can i please just be me? and not worry what you think?<br />can i please just come? and be welcomed with open arms?<br />can i please just think? and not be scared of my thoughts?<br />can i please just forget? forget what has been done?<br />can i please just go? and have you not remember?<br />can i please just dissappear? and never be seen again?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5738508491717705957-2558764212004580359?l=jforjelly.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04353529395405818920noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5738508491717705957.post-27861648207675607752009-04-01T00:16:00.000-04:002009-04-01T00:17:50.840-04:00so, i created this blog in response of my boyfriends. i will, as he has, write the things i cannot express in words...<br /><br />short, sweet, to the point.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5738508491717705957-2786164820767560775?l=jforjelly.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04353529395405818920noreply@blogger.com0